Am I That Interesting

i know my title sounds a little bit conceded but whenever im around my friends, they randomly tell me that my life is either funny, interesting, or some other thing. I just wanna know, HOWW???? i just cant see it. i never know, maybe i am that cool or just fun loving to others. but to make my day, in the end, they all tell me that they love me but is it real love or just within the moment.

                    MY LIFE...........WHAT WOULD THE WORLD BE WITHOUT IT????
                                                           JUST TO NORMAL



I believe my friends gain there loveful aspirations from reading my journal. Now that includes all of my life in there. My randomness, likes, STRONG-DISLIKES, idols, just everything. im just amazed that i dont have a problem with it except only when my sister or mother try to get a hold of it. Now thats just a major problem but luckily thatll never happen, now would it?? NNOOOOOOOOOOOO

I Feel New!!

There is nothing better than listening to that Bridgit Mendler to bring your spirits up.

Ready or not, here I come
Do you like my face, do you like my song
Just singing na na na na na na
READY OR NOT

Nothing but that is cool right now. The reason why I feel new is because I got on all this new ish and I'm like WWAAAATTTTTTTTT. New jacket, gloves, pants, shirt, shoes, and  a new day. But sadly this day is Monday. HOW BORING!!!! Don't you agree. Me and my girl is sitting here blogging our lives out here in this computer class. How perfect. But I cant wait till madre can get her money. We are goin to be BOLLIN'. She gone get herself a new car, a new place, new look. Momma gone be FYYYYYUUHHHH!!!

Recent SUCCESS......we accomplished something. Retrieving a stick from a perfume bottle. BOW..BEAT THAT!!!!

This Week!!!!!!

            This week was a mess. Starting with the fact that I had to walk to the Boys & Girls club on Monday and Wednesday. The distance from Tri-Cities to the boys and girls club is far but not that far. Its boring if I would walk by myself but instead I had friends to walk with me since the van wouldn't pick us up this week. I missed out on things on Tuesday because the car finally decided to break down on us. Technically not break down but the left tire just gave up and got flat. That ruined my whole day. I was bored as H at home. I couldn't do anything. I just sat there and looked at the tv. I just wanted to leave. Go anywhere but there. What I missed out on was my midterms for Spanish and Literature and hanging out with my friends.

                                                       SO MUCH BOREDOM!!!!!!

            But on Wednesday I guess I can say that I enjoyed myself. The main person I hung out with was Ashleigh. We got free candy canes together, enjoyed some jam(music), and went all out. It was fun while it lasted. She is SOOO BASIC you just wouldn't understand. Now considering the fact that I had nothing to do for the break, mother asked me if I wanted to stay over dads house and so I am as of speaking. May I say as of now its alright so far. (BTW I recently just saw Total Recall and Sparkle and those movies are so good, especially Total Recall).

              A recent death just occurred in the family and padre isn't taking it too well so I guess I can try and uplift him in my prayers. On the bright side, at least he is out of his misery. What he was going through is just too much torture.

             I am looking forward to this break and what happens in it. I think I might not be getting anything for Christmas based on financial issues but I'm alright with it. I really didn't want anything but more interested in spending time with others. I know, cheesy right.

Blogging Like Jenna Hamilton

I'm starting feel like Jenna Hamilton when I'm blogging like this. You see, when she blogs she has some real spirit in it. It's actually just expressing her problems because of her whole weird love triangle. But in the end she chose Matty but still friends with Jake. Now for me it's nothing that complicated like her problems but with her problems comes some strong words that gets the reader so into it. I would like to have blogs like that where people can read and love every part. Suspenseful really because that's how it all sounds.

Listening to Nicki Minaj really releases me. I just feel so relaxed and being like that, I can just feel her words in whatever song. Some of her songs can tell some really cool stories. I don't think I can unlock her words to get the real meaning but sometimes I just know. Right now I'm listening to Zonin by her she is really in the zone there. The song that is really popular and yet meaningful is Freedom. Matter of fact I'm going to listen to that right now.

People these days

I just came to realization that "sphere" is a funny word. It has so much breathe in the first 3 letters. To cra-cra. Me and my friend Kennedy are just randomly blogging over in our little corner in this class. This is my only access to computers during school hours. It's a shame how this teacher wastes his breathe over these students when they are really not listening to him. I think its the fact that this class has computers and students just want to do stuff on here like ME but I also pay attention. T.T(for this teacher)

Basic Life

Waiting for lunch is tiring especially with the amount of people that's all in front, behind, and on the sides. Recently I just got back from lunch. The timing was kinda short to me. I think its because i waited so long in line. The funny thing was was that normally by the time I arrive there the doors are closed. But for this time it took forever to open. Soon I started to notice that alot of people were starting to pile up behind me and beside me.In my mind, I was like "OH MY GLOB", and then it started to get hot. So then some ignorant dude started banging on thew door. Stupid people. Moments later, more pile ups. At the timing of the door opening, alot of chaos begin to fill the air. But the funny thing was that people started pushing all up on each other. I laughed hysterically because it was fun. Then people bum-rushed each other through the door. Such rampaging. The thought rangled through my mind while waiting in line which made me laugh every moment. Tri-Cities can be really BASIC sometimes. But that's that life.

Things Are Getting Better

A lot can really happen in just a few days. Somethings I just didn't expect but then again it happened for reasons unknown. It started with Friday, being my relief day after school ended, I just so happen to lose my wallet on the bus. I couldn't put my mind on it as to why Ms. Harris didn't see my wallet the first time because i saw her check the bus after she dropped us off. I came to recognition when she walked in on the meeting my friends and I were having with Ms Sarah and Manny. She played with me at first when not giving me my wallet. When she handed it to me, I noticed that all my money was gone. She claimed that she found my wallet in the back of the bus. S o then i asked what school did she pick up last and she said "I picked up Hapeville". That made everything worse so i just gave up. Besides the fact that i was money less  $20 of that money was borrowed. Reason why because my friend Ariyanna wanted contacts like mine so i offered top buy them for her if she supplied the money. Not only I'm in debt to that but also i come to find out that i owe money to a book I know I didn't even check out. The payment for that was $22.50. Those problems troubled me for a few days but my apologies toward Ariyanna led to my forgiveness and after doing that made heavy guilt lift off of my shoulders. As for the book, I will continue on the search but it's either in storage or somewhere in the library. 

Later in life, during this week, i was just supplied with two projects. A lot of hard work is needed towards this work but that wasn't the problem. The problem was that I was in need of a poster and a lot of family information. Knowing that my mom isn't suffering through some hard times, I can't have my poster. But luckily, after homeroom ended i found a cool double colored poster. I asked around in that classroom who's poster did it belong to, not to mention there was no name. Nobody responded so therefore i know have a poster. Speaking of my problems, I am not the only person in debt. My mom is also in debt towards her children, meaning me and my sister( but I don't care about her).My mom owes me from when I got paid from my last job and my mother made me spend most of it on the family so she now owes me that same amount. Using that money i plan to by Ariyanna her contacts and, if possible, pay the amount I owe towards the book. In the future, my life will get better starting by listening to Pink's "Try".